HIRAE
the thoughts
and words
of my soul

Jag vet inte vad visdomen bakom det är. Jag vet bara att det gör ont.
Att man inte ska vara för nära. Att inte älska något av hela sin själ. För att precis som allting har sin början har det också sitt slut. För att i mörkret så lämnar också din egen skugga dig.
Bara en kraft är för evigt. Han är början, Al-Awwal. Han är slutet, Al-Akhir. Det finns inget över Honom. Finns inget under Honom. Han är sin egen enhet. Ya Rabbi. Hjälp mig att vara nöjd med det som är skrivet för mig. Hjälp mig att acceptera det som inte är det. Och ge mig visheten att förstå skillnaden.
Ameen

Allahumma innaka afwun
Tahibool afwa
Fafoo annee

“O Allah You are The One Who pardons greatly, and loves to pardon, so pardon me"

[at-Tirmithi and Ibn Majah with a Sahih Isnad]

Time to grow up. To man up. Move up. Move on. To move away from wrong. To stay strong. Keep your head up. They're watching. Don't let them down.

Time changes us. Like a wind it blows us to distant places, unfamiliar faces. Let's us grow so we can leave our own traces. It transforms us like the footprints in the sand, it blows us away. Everyday becomes a blessed day with new challenges for us to overcome. It lets the past slowly tickle our senses, see it teaches us to look back. It teaches us to not forget our mistakes even though we're prone to make them again. See time teaches us to forgive.. But it never showed us how to forget. It shows us how to take a new step. Walk a path of faith even when we are constantly betrayed. It washes away the bad memories and makes us think that the past.. Was better than it was. It makes us feel as if the future will be lighter again. It makes us grow from children to men. From little girls to women. From puberty to maturity then right back to playing again. Like a bandaid it transforms our wounds to scars. It teaches us how to love and how to get our hearts broken. It teaches us how to make bonds only to break them again. It takes years to bring us closer, but only a couple of second to separate us. To break us. To make us move on. To make us realise, that life goes on. It makes us understand that the time of our lives is right now, in this very moment as you're slowly waiting to exhale. It shows us how time runs out for some.. To not take its entity for granted. Teaches us to remember those who ran out, only to push us back to running again. We try to keep up but see time flies and because we got no wings we fall behind. Time teaches us life and all there is to it. And sometimes it feels like its slowly pacing just so you can stay in those special moments forever. Truth is that forever never existed. So we are torn cus time is never enough and even 24hours can seem like a second and times pressing..cus we're slowly running out. And some moments take forever, even though we just want them to end. It's like the bad stuff moves so fast, but then time doesn't. Time is God-sent so make use of it before it all ends. It break us to pieces for our hearts to mend. There's not a second to spare cus our time is lent. We don't got time to spend on things that are unimportant. Make use of your time cus this moment won't come back again. The friends that you have might not be here later on. Cus time doesn't only change us but it transform us. Like footprints in the sand, it wipes us out. And who'll remember this particular time, if time doesn't remember you? Create something before you run out. Build yourself before you fall out. We all fall behind, don't take the easy way out. Don't let time fly away before your eyes. Realise that you are not a slave of time, but a part of time itself. You dont get second chances so make sure it counts. Make sure you count. Stay blessed, One God One Love One life.